Things I don't like about myself.

No I'm not talking about looks.
I'm a harbinger of offensive(p-word?? there are two p-words one means sexually offensive(or rudely blunt) and the other just means overt(or blunt) no not perverted. They were in that book :Neil Gaiman -'Anansi boys', Anyway I meant to use one of those words and instead was superfluous possibly redundant and so not meeting my objective/s)
Anyway I think sometimes I just run away with myself without considering what my audience is like. (Maybe because i don't know my audience)Or what I mean is I don't want to be routing/polling/vying for the opportune of being read by the kind of ppl that my content seems interesting to.(so I should probably change my content or ____ myself). parenthesis are so annoying(speak for yourself). What does that even mean?(What do think miss.lackadaisical)Was that mis-spelled?('That',no).hmm.
Anyway I'm getting nowhere.